Tuesday, April 28, 2009

If only I could read minds

I know that there was this break in the postings and now there's even 2 in one day! It's crazy how much I feel the need to write when thoughts are flowing through my mind. It's just one expression after the next.

So I've discovered I'm not a sign person. I don't catch the little signs that others around me see. To be quit honest I'm as blind as a bat when it comes to signs. This has in the past led to some very embarrassing moments of course. Highly entertaining of course and not to mention fantastically hilarious stories, but still a bit embarrassing.

If only there was a way to just look at a person and know what's going on in their head. Expression of emotion is up for interpretation unless you utter words in their presence. I wonder often what my words mean to those who dare to read. What my writing has made them think. Is it good? Is it bad? Is it weird? This place is a glimpse into my heart, a way to express what I have no voice to do. The reactions of others trickle in and out of my thoughts as I type each word.

Trickling in again. I wonder...I imagine. What you are thinking, how you are feeling. Why this knowledge dances so often in my mind still remains a mystery, but it is always there. Like clockwork the nights and mornings come with a sense of excitement these days. Daydreams begin to enter my daily routine as if they have always been there. I look towards home and wonder. There it is again, the daydreams begin to take over. A smile creases across my face as I let it wander. Even for just a moment, it drifts off to a place of bliss and pure happiness. This feeling refuses to leave my heart. Slowly spreading to every corner of my mind while I try to reign them back to reality.

...I wonder again...what do you wonder?

No comments: